"I remember the first day I saw you, I remember the first day we spoke. I remember the night you held me close in your arms as we listened to our song. I remember saying 'I love you' each time we hung up the phone. But it was the times you just looked at me. Then I knew you would always be in my heart and nothing could ever change that.
But n0w it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. He changed, I've changed. We never stop quarelling, this just ain't right. That's why I think I have to do it, and he needs to understand that. I'm sorry, Muhammad Haikal Bin Roslan. :( If your gonna make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears.
OH SHETT, IS MY BLOG LIKE SOOOO FREAKIN' DEAD? ARGHHHHHHHHHH! SOMEBODY, PLEASE DO KNOCK ME ON MY HEAD. MY BLOG'S TURNING INTO DUST, AND I SOOOO DON'T WANT THAT! D=
Oh oh, HEY HEY HELLO! =O
First of all, my extremely biggest apologies for not updating my blog since like forever (since the 17th of October/almost a month ago to be exact). Had been really busy with my extremely complicated/hard yet quite amazing life. So many things had happened in just a go during these past few months. One matter will always come after another. Sighs. I guess God just wants/wanted to put storms into my life to test me so that He may accomplish a purpose in me. And, that purpose is to prepare myself for greater/much more difficult things. But I still have to keep in mind is that not all storms in my life are from God. Many times, I can create my own storms by making my own poor decisions. Like.. NOW. :S
As time goes by, life has a way of rearranging itself. People enter your life, and inevitably, they leave as well. Things have a tendency to happen that can turn your world upside down. But eventually, you'll come to realize that even though things are different then/now, there are no mistakes in life, but only lessons to be learnt.
Though I can't deny. I really miss you, Nenek. :'( I still can't believe that the fight for your life is already over for you. But I know, God loves you more than I do. And there's surely a reason why He had to take you away. And so, we shall submit to Him. May you R.I.P in Heaven, Grandma Minah Binte Yasin. Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart. ♥
We can never turn back the pages of time, though we may wish to relive a happy moment, or say goodbye just one last time, we never can, because the sands of time continue to fall, and we can't turn the hourglass over. But never let the darkness of the past cover the brightness of the future. Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But we shall/should never forget them. And at most of the time, it's those memories that give us the strength to go and move on. So I shall, and I will. Aminnn.
P/S. I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.
Happy 15th Birthday to my most BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD/a.k.a my Deeyonce =P,
Nurul Diyana Binte Hashim!
May you have an everlasting flow of happiness! May your wishes and big dreams come true! Thank you for always believing in me, always being by my side, being our Ustazah, being our laughing gas, being the music to our ears, being our mak/bapak/nenek/datok/kakak/abang/bitching partner at the same time and so much more. Just thank you for everything, and especially for being a part of my life. Semoga kau panjang umur dan sentiasa murah rezeki. 2 years and still counting, let's hope our friendship will still go on strong! Oh yeah, don't stress too much on whatever things that are happening around you okay. Always remember that I will always be here for you no matter what happens. And you'll always be a gift of a friend.♥ Do enjoy your day today!
So yeah, EOY Examinations has finally ended.Like phewwww~
IT'S TIME TO DANCE! IT'S TIME TO GET BACK ON TRACK! Heheheh. ^^
YAYYYYXZZZZ I'M BACK!! WOOHOO~ But I will update more pretty pretty soon yeah! At the mean time..
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO WHOEVER'S CELEBRATING! :D K, video and wish no link. HAHAHAH.
Have always been known as Shasha Loopy™
The 2nd fierce one in the Ajibo family
♥ Dance. Fairytales. Family. Homies. Mashed Potatoes. Music.
MIND YOU, BEANSPROUTS/TAUGES ARE HORRIFYINGLY DISTASTEFUL CREATURES -.-
