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Thursday, May 13 @ 9:45 PM
Heyya! I'm back! And I gained weight. :O  (Sighs.. How I wish the 'Homies' still existed.) Mid-Year Examinations are finally over, not that awesome laa. Had gotten back dreadful results of English Paper 2, and Chemistry Paper. -.- I have yet to know how well (or unwell) I did for my other subject Papers though. K, so I honestly thought I did improve in my studies.. But I think I'll change my mind right now reviewing the first two papers that I had just gotten today. :( So.. What's next huh? My GCE 'O' Levels Mother Tongue Language Examinations are in like, less than 18 days? But I am totally unprepared, I don't feel the heat yet, plus. I am seriously doomed. D: Great. How I wish my life wouldn't be that complicated and stressing now. I miss Secondary 1 life, I miss two years ago, I really miss last year. I miss being called 'Adeq', I miss my bestfriend, I miss my Primary Schoolmates, I really miss you homies. Where is everybody, when I need you the most? I feel dumb, lost and betrayed, okay I don't know what I'm feeling. I hate life, but I'm trying my best not to hate people. Especially that one 'PKM', who stabbed me by the back, who shoved down a knife right through my *beep*! *beep* you, *beep* you! Arghhhhhhhhhh, babipehdasarpompanmurahbetrayerbetollaa. :'( K skip. ~ This is stupid, and weird, and senseless, but I call this happiness. Because I feel happy that you're still here with me, no matter how much pain you'd put me through. Especially after everyone had left me, fragiled. You're still my only hope, A.I. I love my family, I'm pretty glad they're mine forever. <3     I think, I miss being a happy teenager. Yes, I think I do. xoxo Labels: Confused. |
profile  " I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped. THE PAST |