Tuesday, November 10 @ 9:21 PM


OH SHETT, IS MY BLOG LIKE SOOOO FREAKIN' DEAD?
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!
SOMEBODY, PLEASE DO KNOCK ME ON MY HEAD.
MY BLOG'S TURNING INTO DUST, AND I SOOOO DON'T WANT THAT!
D=

Oh oh, HEY HEY HELLO! =O

First of all, my extremely biggest apologies for not updating my blog since like forever (since the 17th of October/almost a month ago to be exact).
Had been really busy with my extremely complicated/hard yet quite amazing life.
So many things had happened in just a go during these past few months.
One matter will always come after another. Sighs.
I guess God just wants/wanted to put storms into my life to test me so that He may accomplish a purpose in me.
And, that purpose is to prepare myself for greater/much more difficult things.
But I still have to keep in mind is that not all storms in my life are from God.
Many times, I can create my own storms by making my own poor decisions.
Like.. NOW. :S

As time goes by, life has a way of rearranging itself.
People enter your life, and inevitably, they leave as well.
Things have a tendency to happen that can turn your world upside down.
But eventually, you'll come to realize that even though things are different then/now, there are no mistakes in life, but only lessons to be learnt.

Though I can't deny. I really miss you, Nenek. :'(
I still can't believe that the fight for your life is already over for you.
But I know, God loves you more than I do. And there's surely a reason why He had to take you away.
And so, we shall submit to Him.
May you R.I.P in Heaven, Grandma Minah Binte Yasin.
Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart. ♥

We can never turn back the pages of time, though we may wish to relive a happy moment, or say goodbye just one last time, we never can, because the sands of time continue to fall, and we can't turn the hourglass over.
But never let the darkness of the past cover the brightness of the future.
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
But we shall/should never forget them.
And at most of the time, it's those memories that give us the strength to go and move on.
So I shall, and I will. Aminnn.

I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.

xoxo

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You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.




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