Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on, but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive, but it's not enough
To make it all okay..

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore..
When I love you a little less than before?

♥

TODAY! (in random order, you decide the timing)

1. Spent most of my extremely free time with Hanna, Nanat, Deeyana and Rau (my bestfriends) during those free periods at the kosi-o and also after school. Talked most about that matter while listening to a whole lot of jiwang music. Hanna and Nanat sent me a song respectively related to that matter and me. Joked around and I swear to God, we did laughed alot. I love these girls manxzxz, they never fail to brighten up my day, even when they can't brighten up their own. (:

2. Saw Syafreak and Achap playing soccer with those other Sec 2 + Sec 3 guys in the soccer field. Like O.M.G, it was seriously soooo freakin wierd to see them kicking soccer balls. Especially Syafreak. He looked as if he was dancing with the soccer ball. :O

3. Walked passed his class because I had to and heard him purposely singing a part of 'Cintaku Dipermainkan' as loudly as he could so that I could hear him which goes like this, 'Kini kau berubah, kau tak seperti dulu..' when he saw me.
I didn't know what his point was but whatever gosh, I didn't change lah k! -.- He did.

4. Found out KRIS ALLEN won American Idol afterwards! WOOOO~

5. Recess was just plain fine. Ate with my homies as per usual. Zurain asked me whether I was feeling okay and what had happened between me and him. I just answered by shooking my head. Oh, Zurain's kind of friendly to me these days. (:
Saw him showing attitude like slamming everything he could slam after recess. LOL(?)

6. Broke my promise to my bestfriends. Broke down and cried in the canteen after school because I couldn't take the pain anymore. Lepas ada satu masalah, ada lagi satu masalah muncul. My bestfriends should know why. Haixzxzxz. :(

7. We left the boys in the canteen and went off from school earlier to jalan-jalan at AMK CENTRAL. Had so much laughters looking at HOT GUYS. And we got stalked by some wierd teenage Malay guy while we were walking towards the Banquet. Rau was like sooo effin scared. -.-

8. We headed home after I had finished eating (since I was the only one who ate while we were at Banquet anyway). HAHAHA!
Macaroni! Yummy~
Hey whuttt, I was really really hungry okay! :P
But my BbyGirls still made my day manxzxzxz. <3

9. Glad to receive that SMS I had been waiting for these few days. Hope everything is going to be fine between us all tomorrow. Soooooo, yeah.

10. Dissapointment. :'(

I'm done.

xox

Labels: Broken strings.