Sunday, June 21 @ 12:10 AM


A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried.
Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.


Today is just one of those days where everything I do reminds me of you and every song I listen to somehow is related to you. And I don't know why too.
I hate days like today, because they remind me of the only one thing I treasure the most that I can't have.
Sometimes when I think about it, do you ever try to spare a thought for me after we went on seperate ways, at least.. just for once? Do you?
I mean, what you smsed Dewi about me yesterday was utter understandable, but it still does confuses me.
You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry.
So all those times that you hurt me and make me suffer, did you close your eyes?
Till now, you keep saying the same kind of things like nothing is actually going wrong.
When actually, something is.
Waiting for you to do something about it is like waiting for rain in a drought, do you know that?
Sighs, I don't know either.
I just wish you get to know how I really feel.
Darn it. Fcuk forbidden love. Seriously.
And these break up songs are making sense again and I really wish they didn't.
=.=
Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
God, help. :'(

xoxo

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You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.





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