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Monday, May 25 @ 7:14 PM
"We dance together, we grow together. That's just who we are."
 - I still remember those times when me and Syafreak used to repeatedly say that line to each other, over and over again.
- I still remember those times when the four of us used to do everything together, side by side. - I still remember those times when either one of us used to keep saying, "aku lapar ahh," while we were practicing our dance for the Mayflower Primary's Orientation Performance and the other three would just laugh our ass off like nobodys business just because one of us was feeling stupid. Get it, get it? o.O Oh wait, I don't get what I'm trying to say too actually. HAHA. - I still remember those times when we used to go back home from our MCC practice together, just the four of us walking at the pathway outside our school, crapping, joking around and talking non-stop about all the things we could ever talk about. From life to death. - I still remember those times when we used to go to AMK Central's Banquet right after MCC practice, because we were craving for Tom Yam Soup, stayed at that place for hours and didn't want to go back home because we were having such a great time gossiping about other people. - I still remember those times when you three used to share your money just to buy a huge pot of Tom Yam Soup with rice, and even kept refilling the soup because it was too nice while I was the only odd one out because I bought Tom Yam Noodles for my own. -.- - I still remember those times when we had enthusiastically planned to create our very own dance crew for this year's DanceRation dengan penuh semangatnya, and had planned to just rock the stage out, which we obviously didn't do. - I still remember those times when Deeyana became our 'Ustazah' while we were having lunch at LJS, and every one of us just kept listening to her because her Religious stories were super duper nice to be listened to. It opened up our hearts a little bit. LOL(?) - I still remember those times when Achap used to keep annoying me and teasing me non-stop as he thought it was pretty funny to do those things to me, afterwards which I would always start a fight with him, kicked his effin arse/sepak-sepak muka dia and stuffs because I was freakin frustrated with him and besides, we had nothing better to do. -.- - I still remember those times when Achap always told Syafreak the 'secrets' he had always kept in his heart all about me, while Syafreak couldn't tahan the pressure of keeping both our secrets about each other anymore and so since we both were his bestfriends, he decided to blurt them out only at the starting of this year. Which made us actually happened. LOL(?) Plus plus, I knew that Deeyana was secretly pretending not to know anything about the 'secrets' when she actually knew about most of them because she was my bestfriend, and bestfriends can easily predict everything about each other without even asking. - I still remember those times when Deeyana used to keep calling merepek names like Achap - Badut No. 1, Syafreak - Badut No. 2 and we girls were like the - Bachins between us all. Pretty lame, I know. But all those actually did meant something to us back then. - I still remember those times when the four of us used to talk about till when we were going to be bestfriends, and who would probably leave our group first. - I still remember those times when the four of us had promised one another - that we would always be there for each other, no matter what happens. Even with how bad the situation is. That happened when Achap was sitting beside Deeyana on that normal Banquet table with the fan blowing at me and Syafreak's faces. Woooshhhhhh~ - I still remember the talks we had, the jokes we cracked and the days we had. LAST YEAR. Do you guys still remember all those? I hope you do. :(
I reckon if I still continue typing about all those awesome memories which had happened between the four of us last year, the list will never ever end.
 I guess everything's change now. Well, people will change as time goes by. I can't put the blame on anyone else except for my ownself. Sometimes, I feel that each and every one us is leading our own lives, even when we reckon that we are still growing strong together. Even me. Some things and people just have to get into our way, and we can't do anything about it anymore, right Syafreak? It is just our fate from God. I know how much you really miss being Achap's brother. Just pray hard for now, and everything will be back to the way you want it to be, I'm pretty sure of it. Insyaallah..
Sorry, I am trying not to be too emotional here. I really am. I will still love the three of you no matter what. <3 NO MORE D.A.S.S. I GUESS? xoxo Labels: Poisoned Friendship. |
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