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Wednesday, March 17 @ 6:58 PM
She is my mirror, shining back at me with a world of possibilities. She is my witness, who sees me at my worst and best, and loves me anyway. She is my partner in crime, my midnight companion, someone who knows when I am smiling and when I am not, even in the dark. She is my teacher, my mother (at half the time), my complain partner, my defense attorney, my personal press agent, my manager, my buddy, my wake-up call, even my bestest friend.  She is.. my Kak Aisyah Chubs. Kak, I'm really sorry. :(( And no, I never ever blamed you before. Your never at fault. I know you've been pretty busy with school stuffs, your family, and handling Hydir. I totally understand that. I know your trying your best to succeed, and you know what? I'm really proud of you, seeing you working extremely hard for yourself. I'm sorry I always couldn't make time for you, I'm sorry for hurting your feelings so bad. But remember the song 'I Promise by Stacie Orrico'? The one I sent you through MSN beginning of last year because I thought the song was pretty nice and I wanted you to listen to it then you actually said to me, "Adik, you know what? This song is actually meant from me to you." How I wish things were like back then, when all those were to become true. I don't want to keep dropping by your blogspot just to read your posts just to check on how you are actually doing through your life so far by what you had written over there. Whether your doing fine or not, I want to hear them from you yourself. I still need you in my life. I really do.. I miss you kak. Can we start over? Last time, you were only a call away. Now, walls are my only companion. xoxo Labels: Sisters by chance. |
profile  " I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped. THE PAST |